Thief - Baby - Gift - Desire

I have been heavy thinking all this morning. I woke up at 3.30 AM and my mind starting working at warp speed. Since yesterday, sickness card was coming up repeatedly and I could'nt quite get the subtle message the cards giving me. This morning I realized that I am confining myself voluntarily by refusing to do what I should be doing to ward off my financial troubles.

The message was crystal clear, get out and do what is necessary to earn money. There is always opportunity out there, one need to find the right one. Rest is easy.

With thinking about the sickness card, I picked 4 cards to see what in store today,

The message was made clear again, DO NOT turn away from understanding and reality of my situation (thief) , if right thing is done, a new job or project is coming in its way (gift) giving what I desired most (desire)

So, I have to get the things in motion and rest would be taken care of!

Enemy - Widower - Message - Hope

Cards have spoken again, the message is

Sticking to past (widower) is a big NO NO (Enemy), and then the message to me to believe in positive outcome (ref http://seaqueen.wordpress.com)

I feel like cards are coming to life when I see them face to face. I feel its more intuition than pure logic while reading cards.